March 5th, 2010 at 12:37am

laughingcrow:

laughingcrow:

It wasn’t until I got help and started getting better that my family noticed just how down I had been. People get used to it and think that’s just who you are. And sometimes people live in denial, especially parents. They don’t want to think that their child is somehow…

No, it’s very helpful. Thank you! ((hugs to you)) I can’t control my emotions so I get these wild mood swings or these deep depressions. Everyone says I”m just a bitch naturaly. I’m tired of always being percieved that way. My bf just keeps telling me he loves me the way I am and doesn’t want me to think bad things about myself. *sigh* I’m going to call my university’s counceling center in the next week or so.

Yeah.. Before, on my bad days, I could be bitchy and when people thought I’m like that naturally/on purpose, it made me feel even worse! The thing with depression is that it makes every emotion stronger than you’d feel without it. For example when you get angry, you get so angry you can’t control yourself. At least that’s how it was with me..

And thank you for the comment on my first tablet doodle! Yours is lovely aswell. I’m not very good at drawing people haha.

Nisha is an eccentric chick loving life, the world and everything in it.
 
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